杰西是美国青年，他在开往巴黎的火车上遇到了塞利娜，他原本要去维也纳转机飞回美国，但是当列车到达维也纳的时候，杰西说服塞利娜和他一起下车去。因为无钱在旅馆里过夜，所以两个人在维也纳城里游览。在他们多次谈话之中，两个人燃起了爱的火花。
塞琳娜
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塞利娜是法国学生，原本她打算去布达佩斯探望祖母后返回巴黎的大学，但是她和杰西一起游览了维也纳城，这期间，二人交换彼此对生活和爱情的想法，在日落时分，他们第一次拥抱、接吻。两个人分别之时，约定半年之后在离别的车站重新相会。
AnoldcouplearguinginGerman
杰西：Doyouhaveanyideawhattheywerearguingabout
杰西：DoyouspeakEnglish
塞琳娜：Yeah.No,I'msorry,myGermanisnotverygood
塞琳娜：Haveyoueverheardthatascouplesgetolder,theylosetheirabilitytoheareachother
杰西：No
塞琳娜：Well,supposedly,menlosetheabilitytohearhigher-pitchedsounds
塞琳娜：andwomeneventuallylosehearinginthelowend
塞琳娜：Iguesstheysortofnullifyeachother,orsomething.
杰西：Iguess.Nature'swayofallowingcouplestogrowoldtogetherwithoutkillingeachother.
杰西：Whatareyoureading
塞琳娜SHOWEDTHEBOOK
杰西：Oh,yeah.
塞琳娜：Howboutyou
杰西SHOWEDTHEBOOK
杰西：Look,Iwasthinkingaboutgoingtotheloungecarsometimesoon.Wouldyouliketocomewithme
塞琳娜：Yeah.
杰西：Okay
杰西：SohowdoyouspeaksuchgoodEnglish
塞琳娜：IwenttoschoolforasummerinLosAngeles.
杰西：Yeah
塞琳娜：Thisfinehere
杰西：Yeah,thisisgood.
塞琳娜：ThenIspentsometimeinLondon.
塞琳娜：HowdoyouspeaksuchgoodEnglish
杰西：MeI'mAmerican.
塞琳娜：You'reAmerican
杰西：Yeah.
塞琳娜：Areyousure
塞琳娜：No,I'mjoking.
塞琳娜：IknewyouwereAmerican.
塞琳娜：Andofcourse,youdon'tspeakanyotherlanguage,right
杰西：Yeah,yeah,Igetit
杰西：SoI'mthecrude,dumb,vulgarAmericanwhohasnoculture,right
杰西：But,Itried
杰西：Itookfrenchforfouryearsinhighschool.WhenIfirstgottoParis,IstoodinlineattheMétrostation.
杰西：Iwaspracticing.'Unbillet,s'ilvousplat.Unbillets'ilvousplat'y'know
杰西："unbillet"
杰西：Whatever.'Un,Un.''Unbillets'ilvousplat,unbillets'ilvousplat,'y'know,
杰西：andIgetupthere,and,uh,Ilookatthiswoman,andmymindgoescompletelyblank.AndIstartsaying,
杰西：'uh,listen,uh,Ineedatickettogetto...y'knowsoanyway.
杰西：So,whereareyouheaded
塞琳娜：Well,backtoParis.
塞琳娜：Myclassesstartnextweek.
杰西：Oh,you'restillinschoolWheredoyougo
塞琳娜：-Yeah,LaSorbonne,youknow
杰西：-Well,sure
杰西：Hey,youcomingfromBudapest
塞琳娜：Yeah,Iwasvisitingmygrandmother.
杰西：Oh.How'sshe
塞琳娜：She'sokay.
杰西：-She'salright
塞琳娜：-She'sfine,yeah
塞琳娜：HowboutyouWhereareyougoing
杰西：Uh,I'mgoingtoVienna.
塞琳娜：ViennaWhat'sthere
杰西：Uh,Ihavenoidea.I'mflyingoutoftheretomorrow.
塞琳娜：Ahha.youonholiday
杰西：Uh,Idon'treallyknowwhatI'mon.
塞琳娜：ok
杰西：I'vejustbeen.I'mjusttravelingaround,
杰西：I'vebeenridingthetrainsthepasttwo,threeweeks.
塞琳娜：Youwerevisitingfriends,orjustonyourown
杰西：Uh,yeah.Y'knowIhadafriendinMadrid,but,umm..
塞琳娜：-MadridThat'snice.
杰西：-Yeah,IgotoneofthoseEurailpasses,iswhatIdid.
塞琳娜：-That'sgreat.So,hasthistrip,aroundEurope,beengoodforyou
杰西：-Yeah,sure,yeah,
杰西：-it'sbeen,umm...itsucked.Y'know...
塞琳娜：-What
杰西：No,uh,it'shadits,umm.Well,I'lltellyou,y'know,sitting,
杰西：y'know,forweeksonend,lookingoutthewindowhasactuallybeenkindagreat.
塞琳娜：Whatdoyoumean
杰西：Well,youknow,forinstance,youhaveideasthatyouordinarilywouldn'thave.
塞琳娜：-Whatkindofideas
杰西：-Youwanttohearone
塞琳娜：-Yeah,tellme.
杰西：-Alright,uh,
杰西：Ihadthisidea,okay
杰西：Foratelevisionshow.Somefriendsofminearethesecableaccessproducers,doyouknowwhatthatis,cableaccess
杰西：Idon'tknow,Idunno...Anybodycanproduceashowrealcheap,andtheyhavetoputiton.Right
杰西：AndIhavethisideaforthisshowthatwouldlast24hoursadayforayearstraight,right
杰西：Whatyoudo,isyouget365peoplefromcitiesallovertheworld,
杰西：todothese24hourdocumentsofrealtime,right,capturinglifeasitslived.
杰西：Um,youknow,itwouldstartwithuh,aguywakingupinthemorning,and,uh,y'know,takingthelongshower,
杰西：eatingalittlebreakfast,makingalittlecoffee,youknow,and,uh,readingthepaper.
塞琳娜：Wait,wait.Allthosemundane,boringthingseverybodyhastodoeverydayoftheirfuckinglife
杰西：-Iwasgoingtosaythepoetryofdaytodaylife,butyouknow,yousaythewayyousayit,I'llsayitthewayIsayit...
杰西：...ButNolisten,thinkaboutitlikethis...
塞琳娜：-Who'sgonnawanttowatchthis
杰西：Well,alright,thinkaboutitlikethis.Whyisit,thatadog,y'know,sleepinginthesun,issobeautiful,y'know,itis,itsbeautiful,y'know,
杰西：butaguy,standingatabankmachine,tryingtotakesomemoneyout,lookslikeacompletemoron
塞琳娜：-So,itslikeaNationalGeographicprogram,butonpeople
杰西：-Yeah!
杰西：Whatdoyouthink
塞琳娜：Yeah,Ican,Ican,Icanseeit.Liketwentyfourboringhours,sorry,andlikeathreeminutesexscene,
塞琳娜：wherehefallsasleeprightafter,no
杰西：Yeah,y'knowImean,and...Imean,thatwouldbeagreatepisode.
塞琳娜：-Yeah.
杰西：Peoplewouldtalkaboutthatepisode.
杰西：Imean,youandyourfriendscoulddooneinParis,ifyouwantedto,Imean.Oh,sure.
杰西：Idunno,thekey,thekey..thethingthatkindofhauntsmeisthedistribution,y'know.
杰西：Imean,gettingthesetapesfromtowntotown,citytocity,sothattheplayiscontinuous,causeitwouldhavetoplayallthetime,orelseititjustwouldn'twork.
塞琳娜：Youknowmyparentshaveneverreallyspokenofthepossibilityofmyfallinginlove,orgettingmarried,orhavingchildren.
塞琳娜：Evenasalittlegirl,theywantedmetothinkofafuturecareer,asa,youknow,
塞琳娜：asainteriordesigner,oralawyer,orsomethinglikethat
塞琳娜：I'dsaytomydad,'Iwanttobeawriter.'andhe'dsayjournalist.
塞琳娜：I'dsayIwantedtohavearefugeforstraycats,andhe'dsayveterinarian.
塞琳娜：I'dsayIwantedtobeanactress,andhe'dsayTVnewscaster
塞琳娜：Itwasthisconstantconversionofmyfancifulambitionintothesepractical,money-makingventures.
杰西：IalwayshadaprettygoodbullshitdetectorwhenIwasakid,y'know.
杰西：Ialwaysknewwhentheywerelyingtome,y'know.
杰西：BythetimeIwasinhighschool,IwasdeadsetonlisteningtowhateverybodythoughtIshouldbedoingwithmylife,
杰西：andjustkindofdoingjusttheopposite.
杰西：Noonewasevermeanaboutit.Itsjust,Icouldnevergetveryexcitedaboutotherpeople'sambitionsformylife.
塞琳娜：Butyouknowwhat,ifyourparentsneverreallyfullycontradictyouaboutanything,andlikearebasicallynice,andsupportive...
杰西：-Right...
塞琳娜：Itmakesitevenhardertoofficiallycomplain.Y'know,evenwhenthey'rewrong,
塞琳娜：itsthis,itsthispassive-aggressiveshit,youknowwhatImean
塞琳娜：its...Ihateit,
塞琳娜：Ireallyhateit.
杰西：Well,youknow,despiteallthatkindofbullshitthatcomesalongwithit
杰西：Irememberchildhoodasthis
杰西：youknow,thismagicaltime
杰西：Irememberwhen,uh,mymotherfirsttoldmeaboutdeath
杰西：Mygreat-grandmotherhadjustdied,andmywholefamilyhadjustvisitedtheminFlorida.Iwasabout3,3andahalfyearsold
杰西：Anyway,Iwasinthebackyard,playing
杰西：andmysisterhadjusttaughtmehowtotakethegardenhose
杰西：anddoitinsuchawaythat,uh,youcouldsprayitintothesun,andyoucouldmakearainbow,right
杰西：AndsoIwasdoingthat,
杰西：andthroughthemistIcouldseemygrandmother
杰西：Andshewasjuststandingthere,smilingatme
杰西：Anduh,thenIhelditthere,foralongtime
杰西：andIlookedather.Andthenfinally,Iletgoofthenozzle,
杰西：y'know,andthenIdroppedthehose,andshedisappeared
杰西：AndsoIwentbackinside,andItellmyparents
杰西：Andthey,uh,sitmedowngivemebigrap
杰西：onhowwhenpeopledieyouneverseethemagainandhowI'dimaginedit
杰西：But,IknewwhatI'dseen.AndIwasjustgladthatIsawthat.Imean,I'veneverseenanythinglikethatsince
杰西：But,Idon'tknow
杰西：Itjustkindofletmeknowhowambiguouseverythingwas
杰西：y'know,evendeath.
塞琳娜：You'rereallyluckyyoucanhavethisattitudetowardsdeath
塞琳娜：IthinkI'mafraidofdeath24hoursaday.Iswear
塞琳娜：-Imean,that'swhyI'minatrainrightnow.IcouldhaveflowntoParis,butI'mtooscared.
杰西：-Oh,come.
塞琳娜：Ican'thelpit.Ican'thelpit
塞琳娜：Iknowthestatisticssaynanana,itssaferwhatever.
塞琳娜：WhenI'minaplane,Icanseeit.Icanseetheexplosion.Icanseemefallingthroughtheclouds
塞琳娜：andI'msoscaredofthosefewsecondsofconsciousnessbeforeyou'regonnadie
塞琳娜：youknow,whenyouknowforsureyou'regonnadie
塞琳娜：Ican'tstopthinkingthatway
塞琳娜：-Itsexhausting
杰西：-Yeah,Ibet
塞琳娜：Reallyexhausting
塞琳娜：-IthinkthisisVienna
杰西：-Yeah.
塞琳娜：-Yougetoffhere,no
杰西：-Yeah,whatadrag
杰西：IwishIhadmetyouearlier,youknow,Ireallyliketalkingtoyou
塞琳娜：Yeah,metoo
塞琳娜：Itwasreallynicetomeetyou
杰西：Alright,Ihaveanadmittedlyinsaneidea,butifIdon'taskyouthis
杰西：itsjust,uh,youknow,itsgonnahauntmetherestofmylife
杰西：Um...Iwanttokeeptalkingtoyou,y'know.Ihavenoideawhatyoursituationis,but,uh,
杰西：butIfeellikewehavesomekindof,uh,connection.Right
塞琳娜：Yeah,metoo.
杰西：Yeah,right,
杰西：-well,great.Solisten,sohere'sthedeal.Thisiswhatweshoulddo.YoushouldgetoffthetrainwithmehereinVienna,andcomecheckoutthec
杰西：Comeon.It'llbefun.Comeon
塞琳娜：Whatwouldwedo
杰西：Umm,Idon'tknow.AllIknowisIhavetocatchanAustrianAirlinesflighttomorrowmorningat9:30
杰西：andIdon'treallyhaveenoughmoneyforahotel,soIwasjustgoingtowalkaround,
杰西：anditwouldbealotmorefunifyoucamewithme
杰西：AndifIturnouttobesomekindofpsycho,youknow,youjustgetonthenexttrain.
杰西：Alright,alright.Thinkofitlikethis
杰西：jumpahead,ten,twentyyears,okay,andyou'remarried
杰西：Onlyyourmarriagedoesn'thavethatsameenergythatitusedtohave,y'know
杰西：Youstarttoblameyourhusband
杰西：Youstarttothinkaboutallthoseguysyou'vemetinyourlife
杰西：andwhatmighthavehappenedifyou'dpickedupwithoneofthem,right
杰西：Well,I'moneofthoseguys.That'sme
杰西：y'know,sothinkofthisastimetravel,fromthen,tonow,
杰西：tofindoutwhatyou'remissingoutonSee,whatthisreallycouldbe
杰西：isagiganticfavourtobothyouandyourfuturehusband
杰西：tofindoutthatyou'renotmissingoutonanything.I'mjustasbigaloserasheis
杰西：totallyunmotivated,totallyboring,and,uh,youmadetherightchoice,andyou'rereallyhappy
塞琳娜：Letmegetmybag.
杰西：-Weshouldgetalockerforallthisstuff
塞琳娜：-ok
塞琳娜：What'syourname
杰西：Myname
杰西：EsJessIt'sJesse.It'sJames,actually,buteverybodyalwayscallsmeJesse
塞琳娜：Youmean,JesseJamesNo.
杰西：-No,no.JustJesse
塞琳娜：-I'mCeline
杰西：ThisisaNicebridge
塞琳娜：-Thisiskindofweird
杰西：-Yeah,thisiskindofweirdisn'titImean,Ifeelalittleawkward
杰西：Butitsalright,rightItsokay.
塞琳娜：Yeah,thisisgreat,thisisgreat.Let'sgotosomeplaces.Lookatyourbook.
杰西：Yeah,we'reinVienna,let'sgotosomeplaces.Let'sasktheseguys
杰西：Alright,Igotanidea.Areyouready
塞琳娜：Okay.
杰西：Q&Atime.We'veknowneachotheralittlewhilenow,we'restucktogether,sowe'regoingtoaskeachotherafew,uh,directquestions.Alright
塞琳娜：So,weaskeachotherquestions.
杰西：-Yesandyouhavetoanswer100%honestly.
塞琳娜：-Ofcourse.
杰西：Okay,alright,firstquestionDescribeforme...
塞琳娜：-You？
杰西：Yes,I'mgoingtoaskyou.
杰西：Describeformeyourfirstsexualfeelingstowardsaperson.
塞琳娜：Myfirstsexualfeelings,ohmyGod.
塞琳娜：Um,Iknow,Iknow.Jean-MarcFloris.
杰西：Jean-MarcFloris
塞琳娜：Irememberwewereatthissummercamptogether.Andhewasaswimmer.
塞琳娜：Yeah,hehadbleachedoutchlorinehairandgreeneyes.Andtoimprovehistimes,he'dshavethehairoffhislegsandarms.
杰西：-That'sdisgusting
塞琳娜：-Oh,no.Hewaslikethisgorgeousdolphin.AndmyfriendEmmahadabig,bigcrushonhim
塞琳娜：SoonedayIwascutting,y'knowacrossfield,backtomyroom,
塞琳娜：andhecamewalkingupbesideme
塞琳娜：Youknow,andItoldhim,youknow,
塞琳娜：youshoulddateEmma,
塞琳娜：shehasabigcrushonyou.
塞琳娜：Andheturnedtomeandsaid
塞琳娜：Well,that'stoobad,'causeIhaveabigcrushonyou.
塞琳娜：Yeah,itreallyscaredthehelloutofme,becauseIthoughthewassofine.
塞琳娜：Andthenheofficiallyaskedmeoutonadate,andy'know
塞琳娜：IpretendedIdidn'tlikehim
塞琳娜：Y'knowIwas,IwassoafraidofwhatImightdo,youknow.
塞琳娜：Uh,well.So,y'know,Iwenttoseehimswimafewtimes,attheswimcompetition.Andhewassosexy,really,Imean,reallysexy
塞琳娜：Y'knowwekindofwrotetheselittledeclarationsoflovetoeachotherattheendofthesummer,andyouknow,
塞琳娜：promisedwewouldkeepwritingforever,andI,y'know,meetagainverysoon,and
杰西：Didyou
塞琳娜：Ofcoursenot.
杰西：Well,thenIthinkthisistheopportunetimetotellyouthatIhappentobeafantasticswimmer.
塞琳娜：-Really
塞琳娜：-I'llmakenoteofthat.
塞琳娜：-Okay.Uh..
塞琳娜：Soitsmyturn,noYes,yeah,it'syourturn.
杰西：Yeah,yeah
塞琳娜：Uh,haveyoueverbeeninlove
杰西：Yes.Nextquestion.Whatwasthefirst...
塞琳娜：Wait,wait.
塞琳娜：-SoIcangiveonewordanswers
杰西：-Sure,whynot
塞琳娜：No,no.AfterIwentintosuchprivatedetailsaboutmyfirstsexualfeelings.
杰西：Yeah,I,Iknow,but,sexualfeel...Thosearetwoverydifferentquestions
杰西：Imean,Icould'veansweredthesexualfeelingsthing,noproblem,buty'know,love...
杰西：Well,whatifIaskedyouaboutlove
塞琳娜：-Iwouldhavelied
杰西：-Yeah,well,youwouldhavelied.
塞琳娜：youknow,Iwouldhavemadeupagreatstory.
杰西：Great.Imean,loveisacomplexissue.Y'know,Imean,itslike,uh.Imean,yes,IhadtoldsomebodythatIlovethembefore,andIhadmeantit
杰西：Wasittotallyatotallyunselfish,givingloveWasitabeautifulthingNotreallyy'know.Itslikelove,Imean,uh,Idon'tknow.Y'know
塞琳娜：Yeah,Iknowwhatyoumean.
杰西：Butasfarassexualfeelingsgo,I'llhaveyouknowitstartedwith
杰西：anobsessiverelationshipwithMissJuly1978.DoyouknowPlayboymagazine
塞琳娜：Oh,yeah,I'veheardofit.
杰西：-YeahDoyouknowCrystal
塞琳娜：-No..
杰西：Youdon'tknowCrystalWell,IknewCrystal.
杰西：Isit,um...myturnnow.okay.
杰西：Tellmesomethingthatreallypissesyouoff
杰西：reallydrivesyoucrazy.
塞琳娜：Pissesmeoff.MyG-d.Everythingpissesmeoff
杰西：-Okay,okay,listacouple.
塞琳娜：Uh,okay.Ihatebeingtoldbyastrangeman,astrangemaninthestreet,
塞琳娜：y'know,like,tosmile,like,tomakethemfeelbetterabouttheirboringlife,
塞琳娜：um,whatelse
塞琳娜：Ihate,Ihatethat300kmsfromhere
塞琳娜：there'sawargoingon,y'know,peoplearedying
塞琳娜：andnobodyknowswhattodoaboutit,ortheydon'tgiveashit,Idon'tknow
塞琳娜：Ihatethatthemedias,youknow,theyaretryingtocontrolourminds.
杰西：Themedia
塞琳娜：Yeah,themedia.
塞琳娜：Youknowitsverysubtle,butyouknow,itsanewformoffascism.
塞琳娜：Um,Ihate,IhatewhenIaminforeigncountries,especiallyinAmerica,theyaretheworst.
塞琳娜：EachtimeIwearblack,orlike,losemytemper,orsayanythingaboutanything,theyalwaysgo'oh,itssofrench,itssocute.'
塞琳娜：IhatethatIcan'tstandthat,really.
杰西：Isthatall
塞琳娜：Well,there'salotofthings,really.
塞琳娜：-Soitsmyturn.
杰西：-Okay
塞琳娜：You'regoingtoanswer
杰西：Yes,I'llanswer.
塞琳娜：Ah,what'saproblemforyou
杰西：You,probably.
塞琳娜：What
杰西：Um,No,Alright,Ihadathoughttheotherdaythatwaskindof,a,qualifiesasaproblem
塞琳娜：Whatisit
杰西：Well,itwasathoughtIhadonthetrain,so....Um...okay,alright.Um,Doyoubelieveinreincarnation
塞琳娜：Yeah,yeah,itsinteresting.
杰西：Mostpeople,youknow,alotofpeopletalkaboutthepastlives,andthingslikethat,
杰西：youknow,andeveniftheydon'tbelieveinitinsomespecificway,
杰西：youknow,peoplehavesomekindofnotionofaneternalsoul,right.
塞琳娜：-Yeah
杰西：Okay.Well,thisismythought.50,000yearsago,
杰西：therearenotevenamillionpeopleontheplanet
杰西：0,000yearsago,there'slike2,000,000peopleontheplanet.Now,there'sbetween5and6billionpeopleontheplanet,right
杰西：Now,ifweallhaveourown,like,individual,uniquesoul,right,wheredotheyallcomefrom
杰西：Aremodernsoulsonlyafractionoftheoriginalsouls
杰西：Becauseiftheyare,thatrepresentsa5,000-to1splitofeachsoulinjustthelast50,000years
杰西：whichislikeablipintheearth'stime.
杰西：Youknow,so,atbest,we'relikethesetinyfractionsofpeople,youknow,walking...
杰西：Imean,isthatwhywe'reallsoscattered
杰西：Y'know,Isthatwhywe'reallsospecialized
塞琳娜：-Waitaminute,I'mnotsureI..Idon't....
杰西：-Hangon,Iknow,Iknow,itsatotallyscatteredthought,
杰西：-whichiskindofwhyitmakessense.
塞琳娜：-Yeah...Iagreewithyou.
杰西：Let'sgetoffthisdamntram
杰西：Thisplaceisprettyneat.
塞琳娜：Yeah,there'sevenalisteningboothoverthere.
塞琳娜：Haveyoueverheardofthissinger
塞琳娜：Ithinkshe'sAmerican.Afriendofminetoldmeabouther.
杰西：Doyouwanttogoseeifthatlisteningboothstillworks
塞琳娜：Yeah,okay.
Outside
塞琳娜：Oh,look,there'sarabbit.
杰西：Yeah.Heythere,rabbit.
塞琳娜：He'ssocute
塞琳娜：Ivisitedthisasayoungteenager.
塞琳娜：Ithinkitleftabiggerimpressiononmeatthattimethananyofthemuseumswewentto.
杰西：YeahItstiny.
塞琳娜：Iknow.Therewasthislittleoldmanthattalkedtous.Hewasthegroundskeeper.
塞琳娜：HeexplainedthatmostofthepeopleareburiedherethatwasheduponthebankoftheDanube.
杰西：Howoldarethese
塞琳娜：Aroundthebeginningofthecenturyorso.
塞琳娜：It'scalledthecemeteryoftheno-namebecausetheoftendidn'tknowwhothesepeoplewere.Maybeafirstname,that'sall.
杰西：Whywereallthebodieswashingup
塞琳娜：Ithinksomewerefromaccidents,onboatsandthingslikethat
塞琳娜：butmostofthemweresuicidesthatjumpedintheriver.
塞琳娜：Ialwayslikedtheideaofallthoseunknownpeoplelostintheworld.
塞琳娜：WhenIwasalittlegirl,Ithoughtthatifnoneofyourfamilyorfriendsknewyouweredead,thenitslikenotreallybeingdead.
塞琳娜：Peoplecaninventthebestandtheworstforyou.
塞琳娜：Ah,heresheis,Ithink.Yeah,thisis,thisistheoneIrememberthemost.
塞琳娜：Shewasonly13whenshedied.
塞琳娜：Thatmeantsomethingtome,youknow,IwasaroundthatagewhenIfirstsawthis
塞琳娜：Hmm.Now,I'm10yearsolder,andshe'sstill,13,Iguess.
塞琳娜：That'sfunny.
塞琳娜：That'stheDanubeoverthere.
杰西：That'stheriver,right
杰西：Thisisgorgeous
塞琳娜：Yeah,itsverybeautiful.
杰西：Wegot,uh,wegotasunsethere.
杰西：WegottheFerriswheel.
杰西：Itseemslike,um,thiswouldbea...
杰西：-Uh,youknow,uh.
塞琳娜：Areyoutryingtosayyouwanttokissme
塞琳娜：-Butyouknowwhat
杰西：-What
塞琳娜：Idon'tthinkitreallymatterswhatgenerationyouareborninto.
塞琳娜：Lookatmyparents.Theyweretheseangry,young,May'68people,revoltingagainsteverything.
塞琳娜：Youknow,thegovernment,theirconservativecatholicbackgrounds,
塞琳娜：Imean.Iwasbornnotlongafter,andthenmyfatherwentontobecomethissuccessfularchitect,andtheybegantotravelallaroundtheworld,
塞琳娜：wherehebuiltbridges,andtowers,andstuff.Imean,Ireallycan'tcomplainaboutanything.
塞琳娜：Youknow,theylovememorethananythingintheworld,andIhavebeenraisedwithallthefreedomtheyhadfoughtfor
塞琳娜：Andyetformenow,itsanothertypeoffight
塞琳娜：Westillhavetodealwiththesameoldshit
塞琳娜：butwecan'treally
塞琳娜：knowwho,ory'know,whattheenemyis.
杰西：Idon'treallyknowifthereisanenemy.
杰西：Youknow,Imean,everybody'sparentsfuckthemup.
杰西：Youknow,richkids'parentsgavethemtoomuch,poorkids'notenough.
杰西：Toomuchattention,notenoughattention.
杰西：Theyeitherleftthem,ory'know,theystuckaroundandtaught'emthewrongthings.Y'know.
杰西：Imean,myparentsarejustthesetwopeoplewhodidn'tlikeeachotherverymuch
杰西：who,uh,decidedtogetmarriedandhaveakid,
杰西：andtheytrytheirbesttobenicetome.
塞琳娜：-Didyourparentsdivorce
杰西：-Yeah.Finally
杰西：Theyshouldhavedoneitalotsooner,buttheystucktogetherforawhileforthewell-beingofmysisterandI,thankyouverymuch.
杰西：Iremembermymotheronce.Shetoldme,rightinfrontofmyfather,theywerehavingthisbigfight,
杰西：thathedidn'treallywanttohaveme,
杰西：y'know,thathewasreallypissedoffwhenhefoundoutthatshewaspregnantwithme,
杰西：y'know,thatIwasthisbigmistake.
杰西：AndIthinkthatreallyshapedthewayIthink.IalwayssawtheworldasthisplacewhereIreallywasn'tmeanttobe.
塞琳娜：-That'ssosad.
杰西：-No,Imean,
杰西：Ieventuallykindoftookprideinit.
杰西：Y'know,likemylifewasmyowndoing,orsomething
杰西：-Y'know,likeIwascrashing'TheBigParty.'
塞琳娜：-That'sawaytoseeit.
塞琳娜：Y'know,myparents,they'restillmarried,andIguessthey'reveryhappy
塞琳娜：butIjustthinkitsanhealthyprocesstorebelagainsteverythingthatcamebefore.
塞琳娜：Youknow,I'vebeenwonderinglately.Doyouknowanyonewho'sinahappyrelationship
杰西：Uh,yeah,sure.Y'know,Iknowhappycouples.
杰西：ButIthinktheylietoeachother.
塞琳娜：Hmf.Yeah.
塞琳娜：PeoplecanleadtheirlifeasIlie.
塞琳娜：Mygrandmother,shewasmarriedtothisman,andIalwaysthoughtshehadaverysimple,uncomplicatedlovelife.
塞琳娜：Butshejustconfessedtomethatshespentherwholelifedreaming
塞琳娜：aboutanothermanshewasalwaysinlovewith.Shejustacceptedherfate.
塞琳娜：It'ssosad.
塞琳娜：Andinthesametime,IlovetheideathatshehadallthoseemotionsandfeelingsIneverthoughtshewouldhavehad.
杰西：Iguaranteeyou,itwasbetterthatway.
杰西：Ifshe'devergottoknowhim,'know,I'msurehewouldhavedisappointedhereventually.
塞琳娜：HowdoyouknowYoudon'tknowthem.
杰西：Yeah,Iknow,Iknow.It'sjust,peoplehavetheseromanticprojectionstheyputoneverything.Y'know.that'snotbasedonanykindofreality.
塞琳娜：-Romanticprojections
塞琳娜：Oh,Mr.Romantic,upthereintheFerrisWheelOh,kissme,thesunset,oh,itssobeautiful.
杰西：Oh,alright,alright,alright.Tellmeaboutyourgrandmother.Whatwereyousayingabouther
杰西：-Thinkthisisopen
塞琳娜：-Idon'tknow,let'stryit.
塞琳娜：IwasinanoldchurchlikethiswithmygrandmotherafewdaysagoinBudapest
塞琳娜：EventhoughIrejectmostofthereligiousthingsIcan'thelpbutfeelingforallthosepeople
塞琳娜：thatcomeherelostorinpain,guilt,lookingforsomekindofanswers
塞琳娜：Itfascinatesmehowasingleplacecanjoinsomuchpainandhappinessforsomanygenerations
杰西：Youclosewithyourgrandmother
塞琳娜：Yeah
塞琳娜：IthinkitsbecauseIalways...
塞琳娜：IalwayshavethisstrangefeelingthatIamthisveryoldwomanlayingdownabouttodie.
塞琳娜：Youknow,thatmylifeis
塞琳娜：justhermemories,orsomething.
杰西：That'ssowild.Imean,
杰西：IalwaysthinkthatI'mstillthis13yearoldboy,y'knowwhojustdoesn'treallyknowhowtobeanadult,pretending
杰西：tolivemylife,takingnotesforwhenI'llreallyhavetodoit.
杰西：KindoflikeI'minadressrehearsalforaJuniorHighplay.
塞琳娜：Then,upthereintheFerriswheel,itwas
塞琳娜：-likethisveryoldwomankissingthisveryyoungboy,right
杰西：DoyouknowanythingabouttheQuakers,theQuakerreligion
塞琳娜：No,notmuch,no.
杰西：Well,IwenttothisQuakerweddingonce,anditwasfantastic.
杰西：Whattheydoisthecouplecomesinandtheykneeldowninfrontofthewholecongregation,
杰西：andtheyjuststareateachother,
杰西：andnobodysaysawordunlesstheyfeelthatGodmovesthemtospeak,orsaysomething.
杰西：Andthenafteranhourorso,ofjust,uh,
杰西：staringateachother,they'remarried.
塞琳娜：That'sbeautiful.Ilikethat.
杰西：Thisisahorriblestory.
杰西：Itsnottheappropriateplacetotellit,but...
杰西：Well,Iwasdrivingaroundwiththisbuddyofmine,
杰西：hewasabigatheist,andwecametoastop,nexttothishomelessguy.
杰西：Andmybuddytakesouta100dollarbill,andleansoutthewindow,
杰西：andhesays,'doyoubelieveinGod'
杰西：Andtheguylooksat,uh,helooksatmyfriend,andhelooksatthemoney,
杰西：hesays,uh,
杰西：'Yes,Ido.'Myfriendsays,'Wronganswer.',andwedroveaway.
塞琳娜：That'smean,no
杰西：Yeah,uh,its,uh
杰西：WouldyoubeinParisbynow,ifuh,youhadn'tgottenoffthetrainwithme
塞琳娜：Nonotyet.Whatwouldyoubedoing
杰西：I'dprobablybehangingaroundtheairport,readingoldmagazines,cryinginmycoffeecauseyoudidn'tcomewithme.
塞琳娜：Actually,IthinkI'dprobablyhavegottenoffthetraininSalsburgwithsomeoneelse.
杰西：Oh,yeahOh,Isee.So,I'mjustthatdumbAmericanmomentarilydecoratingyourblandcanvass.
塞琳娜：I'mhavingagreattime.
杰西：Metoo.
塞琳娜：I'msogladbecausenooneknowsI'mhere,andIdon'tknowanyonethatknowsyouthatwouldtellmeallthosebadthingsyou'vedone.
杰西：I'lltellyousome.
塞琳娜：Yeah,I'msure.
塞琳娜：Youknow,youhearsomuchshitaboutpeople.IalwaysfeellikethegeneralofanarmywhenIstartdatingaguy,y'know,
塞琳娜：plottingmystrategyandmanoeuverings,knowinghisweakpoints,whatwouldhurthim,seducehim.
塞琳娜：It'shorrible.
塞琳娜：Ifwewerearoundeachotherallthetime,whatdoyouthinkwouldbethefirstthingaboutmethatwoulddriveyoumad
杰西：-No,uh,no,no,I'mnotgonnaanswerthisquestion–
塞琳娜：Why
杰西：Ijust,Idatedthisgirloncewho,whousedtoalwaysaskmethatquestion,'Whataboutmebugsyou'y'know.
杰西：AndsofinallyIsaid,well,y'know,I,uh,justdon'tthinkyouhandlecriticismtoowell.
杰西：Sheflewintoarage,andbrokeupwithme,alright.That'satruestory.
杰西：Allsheeverreallywantedtodowastohaveanexcusetotellmewhatshethoughtwaswrongwithme,
杰西：y'know.Isthatwhatyouwant
杰西：Somethingaboutmebugsyou
塞琳娜：No.
杰西：It'salright.Tellme.WhatisitWhataboutmebugsyou
塞琳娜：Nothing,nothingatall.
塞琳娜：Well,ifithadtobesomething,whatwoulditbe
塞琳娜：Ifithadtobesomething,ifIhadtothinkaboutit,I...
塞琳娜：Ikindofdidn'treallylikethisreactionbackatthepalmreader.Youwerelikethisroosterprick.
杰西：Roosterprick
杰西：Iwasaroosterprick
塞琳娜：Youwerelikealittleboywhiningbecausealltheattentionwasn'tfocusedonhim.
杰西：Alright,listen,thiswomanrobsyoublind,okay
塞琳娜：Youwerelikealittleboywalkingbyanicecreamstore,cryingbecausehismotherwouldn'tbuyhimamilkshakeorsomething.
NPC:Hello
塞琳娜：Oh,Iunderstandalittlebit,buthedoesn't,I'msorry.
NPC:Okay,uh,so,um,mayIaskyouaquestion
NPC:So,Iwouldliketomakeadealwithyou.
Imean,insteadofjustaskingyouformoney,Iwillaskyouforaword.
Yeah,Yougivemeaword,Itaketheword,andthen,andthenIwillwriteapoem,
withthewordinside.
Andifyoulikeit,Imean,ifyoulikemypoem,andyoufeelitaddssomethingtoyourlifeinanyway,
thenyoucanpaymewhateveryoufeellike.
NPC:IwillwriteinEnglish,ofcourse.
杰西：Great,alright.
NPC:SoPickaword.
杰西：Ummm...
塞琳娜：Aword,uh...milkshake.
杰西：Milkshakeoh,good.Yeah,wasgonnasayroosterprick,butgreat.Milkshake.
NPC:MilkshakeOkay,milkshake.
杰西：Yeah,right,sowe'll...
塞琳娜：Good.
杰西：WhatcanIsayIlikethisViennesevariationofabum.
塞琳娜：Ilikewhathesaidaboutaddingsomethingtoyourlife,no
杰西：Yeah.So,uh,werewehavingourfirstfightbackthere
塞琳娜：No...
杰西：Yeah,Ithinkso,Ithinkwewere.
塞琳娜：Well,evenifwewerealittlebit,y'know.Whydoeseveryonethinkconflictissobad.
塞琳娜：There'salotofgoodthingscomingoutofconflict.
杰西：Yeah.Yeah,Iguessso.
杰西：Idon'tknow,y'know,IalwaysthinkthatifIcouldjustacceptthefactthatmylifewassupposedtobedifficult,
杰西：y'knowthat'swhat'stobeexpected,then,Imightnotgetsopissedoffaboutit,
杰西：andI'djustbegladwhensomethingnicehappens.
塞琳娜：Maybethat'swhyI'mstillinschool,y'know.Itseasiertohavesomethingtofightagainst.
杰西：Yeah,well,we'veallhadsuchcompetitivenessengrainedinus...
杰西：...Youknow,Icouldbedoingthemostnothingthing,y'know,Icouldbe,
杰西：uh,throwingsomedarts,orshootingsomepool,andallofasudden,Ifeelitcomeoverme,
NPC:'Ihavegottowin'
塞琳娜：IsthatwhyyoutriedtogetmeoffthetrainCompetitiveness
杰西：Whatdoyoumean
NPC:Okay.Lookatthepoem.
杰西：Oh,alright.
塞琳娜：Willyoureadittous
NPC:Sure,okay.
Daydreamdelusion.
LimousineEyelash
Oh,babywithyourprettyface
Dropatearinmywineglass
Lookatthosebigeyes
Seewhatyoumeantome
Sweetcakesandmilkshakes
Iamadelusionedangel
Iamafantasyparade.
IwantyoutoknowwhatIthink.
Don'twantyoutoguessanymore.
YouhavenoideawhereIcamefrom.
Wehavenoideawherewe'regoing.
Launchedinlife.
Likebranchesintheriver.
Flowingdownstream.
Caughtinthecurrent.
I'llcarryyou.You'llcarryme.
That'showitcouldbe.
Don'tyouknowme
Don'tyouknowmebynow.
塞琳娜：Great.Thanks.
杰西：Thanks,man
杰西：-Uh,Hereyougo,
NPC:uh.-Thanks.
塞琳娜：Thankyou.
杰西：Yeah,goodluck,man.
NPC:Bye.
塞琳娜：That'swonderful,no
杰西：Yeah,yeah.
杰西：Youknowheprobablydidn'tjustwritethat.Imean,youknowhewroteit,butheprobablyjustplugsthatwordin,y'know,whatever'milkshake'...
杰西：Nothing,Iloveit,itwasgreat.
杰西：Youknowwhatdrivesmecrazy
杰西：Itsallthesepeopletalkingabouthowgreattechnologyis,andhowitsavesallthistime.
杰西：But,whatgoodissavedtime,ifnobodyusesitIfitjustturnsintomorebusywork.
杰西：Right,Imean,youneverhearsomebodysay,"Well,y'know,with,uh,thetimeI'vesavedbyusingmywordprocessor,I'mgonnagotoaZenmonastery\
塞琳娜：Timeissoabstractanyway.
塞琳娜：Wereyoulookingatthisgirl
杰西：WhatWhat
塞琳娜：Nothing.
杰西：Doyouwanttogoinhere
塞琳娜：Yeah.Itsaclub,no
塞琳娜：-Wannago
塞琳娜：Allo.
NPC:50shillings.
塞琳娜：Each.
杰西：Igotahundred.Here,Igotit.
塞琳娜：I'llbuyyouabeer.Thankyou.
杰西：Yougonnabuymeabeer
杰西：Well,um,wehaven'ttalkedaboutthisyet,but,areyoudatinganyone
杰西：YougotaboyfriendwaitingonyoubackinParis,oranythinglikethat
塞琳娜：No,notrightnow.
杰西：notrightbutyoudid!
塞琳娜：Webrokeupaboutsixmonthsago.
杰西：Sixmonthsago.
杰西：I'msorry.Imean,I'mnotthatsorry.But,uh,tellmeaboutit.
塞琳娜：Ah,no.No,noway,Ican't.Itsreally,reallyboring.
杰西：C'mon,tellmeaboutit.
塞琳娜：Okay.Iwasreallydisappointed.
塞琳娜：Ithoughtthisonewouldlastforawhile.Imeanhewas
塞琳娜：verystupid,ugly,badinbed,alcoholic,
塞琳娜：-y'know
杰西：Realprizewinner.
塞琳娜：Yeah.Iwaskindofgivinghimafavour,but
塞琳娜：heleftme,sayingIlovedhimtoomuch,and,y'know,
塞琳娜：Iwasblockinghisartisticexpression,orsomeshitlikethat,y'know.
塞琳娜：Butanyway,Iwastraumatized,andbecame
塞琳娜：andbecametotallyobsessedwithhim.
塞琳娜：AndsoIwenttoseethisshrink,y'know,anditcameoutthatIhadwrittenthis
塞琳娜：littlestupidstoryaboutthiswoman,tryingtokillherboyfriend,and
塞琳娜：howshewasgonnadoit,y'know,withalltheintricatedetails,of,
塞琳娜：y'know,howtodoit,andnotgetcaught,and
杰西：Shewasgonnakillherboyfriend
塞琳娜：Yeah,shewas.Imean,itsnothingIwoulddo,butitwasjustsomewriting,y'know.
杰西：2Alright,no,no,Iunderstand.
塞琳娜：Butanyway,thisstupidshrinkbelievedeverythingIwastellingher,anditwasmyfirsttimeseeingher.
塞琳娜：Shesaidshehadtocallthepolice.
杰西：Shehadtocallthepolice
塞琳娜：Yeah.Shewas,
塞琳娜：shewastotallyconvincedIwasreallygonnadoit.
塞琳娜：y'know,eventhoughI'dexplainedtoheritwasjustsomewriting,y'know.
塞琳娜：Shesaid,lookingdeepintomyeyes,"Thewayyousaidit,Iknowyouaregoingtodoit,thewayyousaidit."
塞琳娜：Shewastotallyoutofhermind.Itwasmyfirstandlastsession.
杰西：Yeah,sowhathappenedthen
塞琳娜：Itotallygotoverhim,youknow.
塞琳娜：ButnowI'mobsessedthathe'sgonnadiefromanaccident,or,youknow,1000kmsaway,
塞琳娜：I'mgonnabetheoneaccused.
塞琳娜：Whydoyoubecomeobsessedwithpeopleyoudon't
塞琳娜：reallylikethatmuch,youknow,Imean.
杰西：Idon'tknow.
塞琳娜：So,howaboutyou
杰西：What
塞琳娜：Areyouwithanyone
杰西：Umm,itsfunnyhowwemanagedtoavoidthissubjectforsolong,isn'tit
塞琳娜：Yeah,butnowyouhavetotellme.
杰西：Well,Ikindofseethisallloveasthis,uh,escapefortwopeoplewhodon'tknowhowtobealone,y'know,
杰西：or,uh.Imean,y'knowitsfunny.Peoplealwaystalkabouthowloveisthistotallyunselfish,givingthing,butifyouthinkaboutit,y'know,ther
塞琳娜：Yeah,Iknow.So,
塞琳娜：shejustbrokeupwithyou
塞琳娜：Yousoundlikeyou'vejustbeenhurt,orsomething.
杰西：No....doI
杰西：Alright.Um,
杰西：Bigconfession,y'know.
杰西：Ishouldhavetoldyoutheearlier,orsomething,but,
杰西：y'know...Ididn'tjustcometoEuropejustto
杰西：hangout,andreadHemingwayinParis,andshitlikethat,y'know.
杰西：Isavedupmymoneyallspringto,uh,flytoMadrid,and
杰西：spendthesummerwithmygirlfriend,whohasbeenonthis...
塞琳娜：Yourgirlfriend
杰西：MyEX-girlfriend,whohasbeenonthisasininearthistoryprogramforthelastyear.
杰西：Anyway,Igothere,right,andnowwe'rere-united,atlonglast,andwewentouttodinner,ourfirstnight,
杰西：ah,withsixofherfriends.
杰西：Pedro,Antonio,Gonzalo,Maria,Suzie,fromhome,y'know.
杰西：Sheprettymuchmanagedtoavoidbeingalonewithmeforthefirstcoupleofdayswewerethere,andIstuckaroundforawhile,
杰西：justtokindofletitreallysinkinthatshewishedIhadn'tcome.
杰西：SoIboughtthecheapestflightoutofEurope,thisoneleavingoutofViennatomorrow,
杰西：butitdidn'tleaveforacoupleofweeks.So,IboughtthisEurailpass,y'know.
杰西：y'knowwhat'stheworstthingaboutsomebodybreakingupwithyou
杰西：Itswhenyourememberhowlittleyouthoughtaboutthepeopleyoubrokeupwith,
杰西：andyourealizethatthatishowlittlethey'rethinkingaboutyou,y'know.
杰西：Y'know,you'dliketothinkthatyou'rebothinallthispain,butreally,they'rejust,Hey,I'mgladyou'regone.
塞琳娜：Iknow.
塞琳娜：Youshouldlookatbrightcolours.
塞琳娜：That'swhattheshrinktoldme,y'know.Iwaspayingher900francsanhour,tohearthatIwasahomicidalmaniac,
塞琳娜：andthatIcouldeliminatemyobsessionifIwouldconcentrateonbrightcolours.
杰西：Yeah,welldiditwork
塞琳娜：Well,
杰西：Didn'thelpyourpinball,didit
塞琳娜：No.Yeah,well,youknow.Ihaven't...Ihaven'tkilledanyonelately.
杰西：NotlatelyWell,that'sgood,you'recured,then.
杰西：Imean,there'sthesebreedsofmonkeys,right,andalltheydoishavesex,like,allthetime,y'know.
杰西：And,uh,theyturnouttobe,like,theleastviolent,themostpeaceful,themosthappy,y'know,soImean,
杰西：maybefoolingaroundisnotsobad.
塞琳娜：Areyoutalkingaboutmonkeys
杰西：Yes.I'mtalkingaboutmonkeys.
塞琳娜：Ah,Ithoughtso,yeah.
杰西：Why
塞琳娜：Youknow,Ineverheardthisone,butitremindsmeof,like,thisperfect,y'know,
塞琳娜：maleargumenttojustifythemfoolingaround.
杰西：No,no,no.Womanmonkeysarefoolingaround,too.Everybody'sfoolingaround.
塞琳娜：Yeah,that'scute.Youknow,Ihavethisawfulparanoidthought,that
塞琳娜：feminismwasmostlyinventedbymen,sotheycould,like,foolaroundalittlemore.
塞琳娜：Youknow,women,freeyourminds,freeyourbodies,sleepwithme.We'reallhappyandfreeaslongas
塞琳娜：IcanfuckasmuchasIwant.
杰西：Alright,alright,alright.Butmaybe,maybethere'ssomebiologicalthingsatworkhere.
杰西：Imean,ifyouhadanisland,right,andtherewere1199womenontheisland,andonlyoneman,inayear,you'dhavethepossibilityof99babies.
杰西：Butifyouhaveanislandwith99men,andonlyonewoman,inayear,you'dhavethepossibilityofonlyonebaby.So...
塞琳娜：So.Youknowwhat
塞琳娜：Onthisisland,y'know,Ithinkthattherewillonlybe,like,maybe43menleft.
塞琳娜：Becausetheywouldkilleachother,tryingtofuckthispoorwoman,youknowwhatImean
塞琳娜：Andontheotherisland,therewouldbe99women,99babies,
塞琳娜：andnomoreman,
塞琳娜：becausetheywouldhaveallgottentogether,andeatenhimalive.
杰西：Ohyeah
杰西：YeahYeahSee...see,Ithinkthere'ssomethingtothat.Ithinkonsomelevel,womendon'tmindtheideaofdestroyingaman,y'know.Like
杰西：Iwasoncewalkingdownthestreetwithmyex-girlfriend,y'know,right,andwejustwalkedbythese,like,realfour,
杰西：kindofthuggylookingguys,nexttoaCamaro,y'know,and
杰西：oneof'em,sureenough,says,'Heybaby,niceass.'Y'know,Imean.
杰西：So,I'mlike,alright,Hey,nobigdeal,I'mnotgonnagetuptightaboutthis,right
塞琳娜：Yeah,plus,therewerefourofthem,right
杰西：Yeah,exactly,there'sfourofthem,right,butsheturnsaroundandshesaysFuckyou,dickheads,andI'mlike,Okay,
杰西：waitaminute,here,right.They'renotgonnacomeoverhereandkickherass,y'knowwhatImean.Sowhojustgotpushedtothefrontlineonthato
杰西：YouseewhatI'msayingImean,womensaytheyhateitifyourallterritorialandprotective,
杰西：butifitsuitsthem,thenthey'lltellyouyou'rebeingallunmanly,orwimpy,or,uh.
塞琳娜：YouknowwhatIdon'tthinkwomenreallywanttodestroymen,andif,eveniftheywantto,theydon't..theydon'tsucceed.
塞琳娜：YouknowwhatImeanI'msureeven,y'know,menaredestroyingwomen,orareable...capableofdestroyingwomen,muchmorethanwomen...
塞琳娜：Well,anyway,itsdepressing,Imeany'knowwhat
杰西：WhatYouwanttostoptalkingaboutthis
塞琳娜：Yeah.Ireallyhateit.YouknowMenWomenyouknow,its,-its...there'snoendtothis,like,y'know...
杰西：Itslikeaskippingrecord,y'know
杰西：Everycouple'sbeenhavingthisconversationforever.
塞琳娜：Anynobody'scomeupwithanything.
塞琳娜：Isawadocumentaryonthat.It'sabirthdance.
杰西：Abirthdance.
杰西：ShouldIgivehersomemoney
杰西：Everythingthat'sinterestingcostsalittlebitofmoney.I'mtellingyou.
杰西：So,birthdance,huhLookedalittlebitlikeamatingdancetome.
塞琳娜：No,butreally.Womenusedthiswhengivingbirth.Insomepartsoftheworld,theystilldoit.
塞琳娜：Yeah.Thewomaninlabourentersatent,andthewomenofhertribesurroundher,anddance,
塞琳娜：andtheyencouragethebirthingwomantodancewiththemas...soastomakethebirthlesspainful.
杰西：Yeah...
塞琳娜：Whenthebabyisborn,theyalldanceincelebration.
杰西：Wow.Idon'tthinkmymomwould'vegoneforthat.
塞琳娜：Iliketheideaofdancingasacommonfunctioninlife,somethingeverybodyparticipatesin.
杰西：Yeah,Iknow.Iheardaboutthisoldguy,whowaswatchingsomeyoungpeopledance.
杰西：Andhesaid,howbeautiful.They'retryingtoshakeofftheirgenitals,andbecomeangels.
塞琳娜：Ilikethat
杰西：Alright.Onequestion,though,backthere.Whenthewomenaredancing,andbeingallspiritual,andstuff,right
杰西：Wherearethemen
杰西：Areweoutfood-gatheringArewenotinvitedY'alldon'tneedusWhat
塞琳娜：Menareluckywedon'tbiteofftheirheadaftermating.Certaininsectsdothat,youknow,likespiders,andstuff.
塞琳娜：We,atleast,letyoulive.Whatareyoucomplainingabout
杰西：Yes.See,you'reofficiallykidding,butthere'ssomethingtothat,youknow.Youkeepbringingstufflikethatup.
塞琳娜：No,no,no,waitaminute.Talkingseriouslyhere.Imean,..I,
塞琳娜：Ialwaysfeelthispressureofbeingastrongandindependenticonofwomanhood,andwithoutmaking...makingitlookmy...
塞琳娜：mywholelifeisrevolvingaroundsomeguy.
塞琳娜：ButLovingsomeone,andbeinglovedmeanssomuchtome.
塞琳娜：Wealwaysmakefunofitandstuff.
塞琳娜：Butisn'teverythingwedoinlifeawaytobelovedalittlemore
杰西：Hmmm.Yeah,
杰西：SometimesIdreamaboutbeingagoodfatherandagoodhusband,
杰西：andsometimesthatfeelsreallyclose.
杰西：Butthen,othertimes,
杰西：itseemssilly.Like,itwould,uh,ruinmywholelife.
杰西：Anditsnotjusta,uh,afearofcommitment,orthatI'mincapableofcaring,orloving,because
杰西：Ican.It'sjustthat
杰西：ifI'mtotallyhonestwithmyself,
杰西：IthinkI'dratherdieknowingthatIwasreallygoodatsomething,
杰西：thatIhadexcelledinsomeway,
杰西：y'know,thenthatIhadjustbeeninanice,caringrelationship.
塞琳娜：butIhadworkedforthisolderman,andoncehetoldmethathehadspentallofhislifethinkingabouthiscareerandhiswork,and...
塞琳娜：hewas52anditsuddenlystruckhimthathehadneverreallygivenanythingofhimself.
塞琳娜：Hislifewasfornoone,andnothing.
塞琳娜：Hewasalmostcryingsayingthat.
塞琳娜：Y'know,Ibelieveifthere'sanykindofGod,itwouldn'tbeinanyofus.
塞琳娜：Notyou,orme...
塞琳娜：butjustthislittlespaceinbetween.
塞琳娜：Ifthere'sanykindofmagicinthisworld,itmustbeintheattemptofunderstandingsomeone,sharingsomething.
塞琳娜：Iknow,itsalmostimpossibletosucceed,but...
塞琳娜：whocares,really
塞琳娜：Theanswermustbeintheattempt.
NPC:Ireallythinkthisisacivilizationindecline.Lookattheservice.
NPC:Imean,whereisthewaitressInNewYork,thispersonwouldbeoutofajob.
塞琳娜：Okay,nowI'mgoingtocallmybestfriendinParis,whoI'msupposedtohavelunchwithin8hours.
塞琳娜：Okay
杰西：okay.
塞琳娜：DringDring.DringDring.Dring-Dring.Pickup!
塞琳娜：Pickupthephone.
杰西：Oh,hello
塞琳娜：àllo
杰西：MmHmm.
塞琳娜：VanieIciLina.
杰西：Ahh...
塞琳娜：Commenta-va
杰西：Ah,bien,ettoi
塞琳娜：Vanie,mavacationestincroyable!
杰西：Ahhh...y'know,I'vebeenworkingonmyEnglish,recently,y'wanttotalkinEnglish
塞琳娜：Yeah,okay,that'sagoodidea.
塞琳娜：Ummm...Idon'tthinkI'mgonnabeabletomakeitforlunchtoday,I'msorry.I...
塞琳娜：Imetaguyonthetrain,andIgotoffwithhiminVienna.We'restillthere.
杰西：Areyoucrazy
塞琳娜：Probably.
杰西：We..wa..he'sAustrian,he'sfromthere
塞琳娜：Nononono.
塞琳娜：He'spassingthroughheretoo.He'sAmerican.He'sgoingbackhometomorrowmorning.
杰西：Why'dyougetoffthetrainwithhim
塞琳娜：Well...heconvincedme.
塞琳娜：Well,actuallyIwasIwasreadytogetoffthetrainwithhimaftertalkingtohimashortwhile.
塞琳娜：Hewassosweet,Icouldn'thelpit.
塞琳娜：Wewereintheloungecar,andhebegantotalkabouthim,asalittleboy,seeinghisgreat-grandmother'sghost.
塞琳娜：Ithinkthat'swhenIfellforhim.
塞琳娜：Justtheideaofthislittleboywithallthosebeautifuldreams.
塞琳娜：Hetrappedme.
杰西：MmHmm
塞琳娜：Andhe'ssocute!Hehasbeautifulblueeyes,
塞琳娜：nicebiglips,,
塞琳娜：greasyhair,Iloveit.
塞琳娜：He'skindoftall,andalittleclumsy.
塞琳娜：IliketofeelhiseyesonmewhenIlookaway.
塞琳娜：Hekindofkisseslikeanadolescent,itssocute.
塞琳娜：Yeah,wekissed.Itwassoadorable.
塞琳娜：Asthenightwenton,Ibegantolikehimmoreandmore.
塞琳娜：ButI'mafraidhe'sscaredofme.Y'know,Itoldhimthestoryaboutthewomanthatkillsherex-boyfriend,andstuff.
塞琳娜：Hemustbescaredtodeath.HemustbethinkingI'mthismanipulative,meanwoman.
塞琳娜：Ijusthopehedoesn'tfeelthatwayaboutme,becauseyouknowme,
塞琳娜：I'mthemostharmlessperson.
塞琳娜：TheonlypersonIcouldreallyhurtismyself.
杰西：Idon'tthinkhe'sscaredofyou.
杰西：Ithinkhe'scrazyaboutyou.
塞琳娜：Really
杰西：Imean,I'veknownyoualongtime,andIgotagoodfeeling.Yougonnaseehimagain
塞琳娜：Wehaven'ttalkedaboutthatyet.
塞琳娜：Okayitsyourturn.Youcallyourfriend.Okay
杰西：Alright,alright.Umm...
杰西：Uh,BringBringBring.Iusuallygetthisguysansweringmachine.Brawwwwwwng.
塞琳娜：Hidude,what'sup
杰西：Uhhhh...HeyFrank,howyoubeenGladyou'rehome.
塞琳娜：Cool.Yeah.So,howwasMadrid
杰西：Uh,Madrid...sucked!Y'know,LisaandIhadourlong-overduemeltdown.
塞琳娜：Oh.Toobad.Itoldyou,no
杰西：Yeah,yeah,yeah.Thelong-distancethingjustneverworks.
杰西：IwasonlyinMadridforacoupleofdays.
杰西：Igotacheaperflight,outofVienna...but,uh,
杰西：y'know,itreallywasn'tthatmuchcheaper.Ijust,uh...
杰西：Icouldn'tgohomerightaway.
杰西：Ididn'twanttoseeanybodyIknew,Ijustwantedtobeaghost.Completelyanonymous.
塞琳娜：Soareyouokay,now
杰西：Yeah.Yeah,no,no,yeah,I'mgreat,I'mgreat!That'sthething,I'm...
杰西：I'mrapturous.AndI'lltellyouwhy.
杰西：Imetsomebody.OnmylastnightinEurope,canyoubelievethat
塞琳娜：Ah,That'sincredible.
杰西：Iknow,Iknow.Andyouknowhowtheysaywe'realleachothers'demonsandangels
杰西：Well,shewasliterallyaBotaccelliangel.
杰西：Justtellingmethateverythingwasgonnabeokay.
塞琳娜：Howdidyoumeet
杰西：Onthetrain.Yeah,shewassittingnexttothisveryweirdcouplewhostartedfightingsoshehadtomove.
杰西：Shesatrightacrosstheaislefromme.
杰西：So,westartedtotalk,and,uh,shedidn'tlikememuchatfirst.
杰西：She'ssupersmart,verypassionate,um...
杰西：andbeautiful.
杰西：AndIwassounsureofmyself.
杰西：IthoughteverythingIsaidsoundedsostupid.
塞琳娜：Oh,man,Iwouldn'tworryaboutthat.
杰西：No...
塞琳娜：No,I'msureshewasnotjudgingyou.
塞琳娜：No...Andbytheway,shesatnexttoyou,noI'msureshediditonpurpose.
杰西：Oh,Yeah
塞琳娜：Usmenaresostupid.Wedon'tunderstandanythingaboutwomen.
塞琳娜：Theyactkindofstrange.ThelittleIknowofthem.Don'tthey
杰西：Ifeellikethisis,uh,somedreamworldwe'rein,y'know.
塞琳娜：Yeah,it'ssoweird.
塞琳娜：Itslikeourtimetogetherisjustours.Itsourowncreation.
塞琳娜：ItmustbelikeI'minyourdream,andyouinmine,orsomething.
杰西：Andwhat'ssocoolisthatthiswholeevening,allourtimetogether,shouldn'tofficiallybehappening.
塞琳娜：Yeah,Iknow.Maybethat'swhythisfeelssootherworldly.
塞琳娜：Butthenthemorningcomes,andweturnintopumpkins,right
杰西：Yeah,
塞琳娜：Iknow.Butatthistime,Ithinkyou'resupposedtoproducetheglassslipper,andseeifitfits.
杰西：It'llfit.
杰西：Thisfriendofminehadakid,anditwasahomebirth,sohewastherehelpingoutandeverything.
杰西：Andhesaidatthatprofoundmomentofbirth,uh,
杰西：hewaswatchingthischild,experiencinglifeforthefirsttime,
杰西：Imean,tryingtotakeitsfirstbreath...
杰西：allhecouldthinkaboutwasthathewaslookingatsomethingthatwasgonnadiesomeday.
杰西：Hejustcouldn'tgetitoutofhishead.
杰西：AndIthinkthat'ssotrue,Imean,all--
杰西：everythingissofinite.
杰西：Imean,but,butdon'tyouthinkthatthat'swhat,um,
杰西：makesourtime,atspecificmoments,soimportant
塞琳娜：Yeah,Iknow.It'sthesameforus,tonight,though.
塞琳娜：Aftertomorrowmorning,we'reprobablynevergoingtoseeeachotheragain,right
杰西：Youdon'tthinkwe'lleverseeeachotheragain
塞琳娜：Whatdoyouthink
杰西：Well,um,gosh,Idon'tknow.uh,Imean,Ihadn'tplannedanothertripto...
塞琳娜：Oh,Metoo,y'know.IliveinParis,youliveintheUS.Itotallyunderstandthat...
杰西：Imean,I'dhatetomakeyoufly.Youknow,youhatetofly,right
塞琳娜：I'mnotsoscaredofflying.ImeanIcould...
杰西：Imean,ifyouweregonnacometotheUS,or
杰西：if,y'know,Imean,ifI,ory'know,Imean,Icouldcomebackhere,Imean...
Laugh
塞琳娜：Nowlet'sjustberationaladultsaboutthis.
塞琳娜：We,maybeweshouldtrysomethingdifferent.Imean,itsnosobadiftonightisouronlynight,right
塞琳娜：Peoplealwaysexchangephonenumbers,addresses,theyendupwritingonce,callingeachotheronceortwice...
杰西：Right.Fizzlesout.Yeah,Imean,Idon'twantthat.Ihatethat.
塞琳娜：Ihatethattoo,y'know.
杰西：Whydoyouthinkeverybodythinksrelationshipsaresupposedtolastforeveranyway
塞琳娜：Yeah,why.It'sstupid.
杰西：So,youthinktonight'sit,huhImean,that,tonight'souronlynight.
塞琳娜：Itstheonlyway,no
杰西：Well,alright.Let'sdoit.Nodelusions,noprojections.We'lljustmaketonightgreat.
塞琳娜：Okay,let'sdothat.
杰西：Okay.
杰西：Weshoulddosomekindofhandshake,youknow.Givemeyourhand.
杰西：Alright.Toouroneandonlynighttogether,
杰西：andthehoursthatremain.
塞琳娜：Itsjust...itsdepressing,no
塞琳娜：Thatthe...theonlythingwe'regonnathinkofis
塞琳娜：whenwe'regonnahavetosaygoodbyetomorrow.
杰西：Well,wecouldsaygoodbyenow.Thenwewouldn'thavetoworryaboutitinthemorning.
塞琳娜：Now
杰西：Yeah.Saygoodbye.
塞琳娜：Bye.
杰西：Goodbye.
杰西：Aurevoir.
塞琳娜：later.
杰西：Later,yeah.
塞琳娜：SoofteninmylifeI'vebeenwithpeople,andsharedbeautifulmoments
塞琳娜：liketravelling,orstayingupallnightandwatchingthesunrise,
塞琳娜：andIknewthosewerespecialmoments.
塞琳娜：Butsomethingwasalwayswrong.
塞琳娜：IwishedI'dbeenwithsomeoneelse.IknewthatwhatIwasfeeling,exactly
塞琳娜：whatwassoimportanttome,theydidn'tunderstand.
塞琳娜：ButI'mhappytobewithyou.
塞琳娜：butitis.
塞琳娜：Thisisagreatmorning.
杰西：Itisagreatmorning.
杰西：Doyouthinkwe'dhaveotherslikethis.
塞琳娜：Whataboutourrational,adultdecision
杰西：Oh,yeah.Yeah.
杰西：Iknowwhatyoumeanaboutwishingsomebodywasn'tthere,though.
杰西：ItsjustusuallyitsmyselfthatIwishIcouldgetawayfrom.
杰西：Seriously,thinkaboutthis.
杰西：Ihaveneverbeenanywhere
杰西：thatIhaven'tbeen.
杰西：I'veneverhadakiss
杰西：whenIwasn'toneofthekissers.
杰西：Y'know,I'venever,um,
杰西：gonetothemovies,whenIwasn'tthereintheaudience.
杰西：I'veneverbeenoutbowling,ifIwasn'tthere,y'knowmakingsomestupidjoke.
杰西：Ithinkthat'swhysomanypeoplehatethemselves.
杰西：Seriously,itsjusttheyaresicktodeathof
杰西：beingaroundthemselves.
杰西：LetssaythatyouandIweretogetherallthetime,
杰西：thenyou'dstarttohatealotofmymannerisms.
杰西：Theway,uh,thewayeverytime
杰西：wewouldhavepeopleover,
杰西：uh,I'dbeinsecure,andI'dgetalittletoodrunk.
杰西：or,uh,thewayI'dtellthesamestupidpseudo-intellectual
杰西：storyagain,andagain.
杰西：Y'see,I'veheardallthosestories.
杰西：SoofcourseI'msickofmyself.
杰西：Butbeingwithyou,
杰西：uh,itsmademefeellikeI'msomebodyelse.
杰西：Y'knowtheonlyotherwaytoloseyourselflikethatis,um,y'know,
杰西：dancing,oralcohol,or
杰西：drugs,andstufflikethat.
塞琳娜：Fucking
杰西：Fuh...Fucking
杰西：Yeah,that'soneway,yeah.
塞琳娜：DoyouknowwhatIwant
塞琳娜：Tobekissed.
杰西：Well,Icandothat.
塞琳娜：Wait!
塞琳娜：Ihavetosaysomethingstupid.
杰西：Alright.
塞琳娜：Itsverystupid.
塞琳娜：Idon'tthinkweshouldsleeptogether.
塞琳娜：Imean,Iwantto,butsince
塞琳娜：we'renevergonnaseeeachotheragain...
塞琳娜：it'llmakemefeelbad.
塞琳娜：Iwon'tknowwhoelseyou'rewith.I'llmissyou.
塞琳娜：Iknow.It'snot
塞琳娜：veryadult.Maybeitsafemalething,Ican'thelpit.
杰西：Let'sseeeachotheragain.
塞琳娜：No,Idon'twantyoutobreakourvow,justosyoucangetlaid.
杰西：Idon'twanttojustgetlaid.Iwanttoum,
杰西：Imean,Imean,Ithinkwe
杰西：should.Imean,we'llbedoneinthemorning,right
杰西：Ithinkweshould.
塞琳娜：No,thenitslikesomemalefantasy.Meetafrenchgirlonatrain,
塞琳娜：fuckher,andneverseeheragain.
塞琳娜：Thatwouldbethisgreatstorytotell,
塞琳娜：Idon'twanttobeagreatstory.Idontwantthisgreateveningtojusthavebeenforthat.
塞琳娜：-Okay
杰西：-Okay.
杰西：Wedon'thavetohavesex.It'snotabigdeal.
塞琳娜：Youdon'twanttoseemeagain
杰西：No,ofcourseIdo.Listen,ifsomebodygavemethechoicerightnow,
杰西：oftoneverseeyouagainortomarryyou,
杰西：alright,Iwouldmarryyou,
杰西：alright.Andmaybethat'salotofromanticbullshit,but
杰西：peoplehavegottenmarriedforalotless.
塞琳娜：Actually,
塞琳娜：IthinkIhaddecidedIwantedtosleepwithyouwhenwegotoffthetrain.
塞琳娜：Butnowthatwe'vetalkedsomuch,Idon'tknowanymore.
塞琳娜：WhydoImakeeverythingsocomplicated
杰西：Whatdoyouthink'sthefirstthingyou'regonnadowhenyougetbacktoParis
塞琳娜：Callmyparents.
塞琳娜：Whataboutyou
杰西：Idon'tknow...I'llprobablygopickupmydog.He'sstayingwithafriendofmine.
塞琳娜：Youhaveadog
塞琳娜：Ilovedogs.
杰西：Youdo
杰西：Ohshit.
杰西：Oh,Idon'tknow.We'rebackinrealtime.
杰西：Whatisthat
塞琳娜：Soundslikeaharpsicord.
杰西：Checkthatout
塞琳娜：Cool.
杰西：We'lldancetotheharpsicord.
塞琳娜：Ofcourse.
杰西：Oh,wow.
杰西：Uh....I'mgonnatakeyourpicture.
杰西：SoIneverforgetyouor,uh,
杰西：orallthis.
塞琳娜：Okay.Metoo.
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杰西：Andtheyearsshallrunlikerabbits
杰西：Nothing.Nothing.Ihavethis,uh,recordingofDylanThomas,
杰西：readingaW.H.Audenpoem.He'sgotagreatvoice.
杰西：Youjust...It'slike,uh...
塞琳娜：What,what
杰西：Alltheclocksinthecity
杰西：Begantowhir,andchime.
杰西：Oh,letnottimedeceiveyou,
杰西：Youcannotconquertime.
杰西：Inheadachesandinworry,
杰西：Vaguelylifeleaksaway.
杰西：timewillhaveitsfancy,
杰西：Tomorrow,ortoday.
杰西：Hm.Somethinglikethat.
塞琳娜：Itsgood.
塞琳娜：Whenyoutalkedearlieraboutafterafewyears,
塞琳娜：howacouplebegintohateeachother,by
塞琳娜：anticipatingtheirreactions,or
塞琳娜：gettingtiredoftheirmannerisms.
塞琳娜：Ithinkitwouldbetheoppositeforme.
塞琳娜：IthinkIcouldreallyfallinlovewhenIknoweverythingaboutsomeone.
塞琳娜：Thewayhe'sgonnaparthishair.Whichshirthe'sgonnawearthatday.
塞琳娜：Knowingtheexactstoryhe'dtellinagivensituation.
塞琳娜：I'msurethat'swhenI'dknowI'mreallyinlove.
杰西：Heyguesswhat
杰西：Wedidn'tgotothoseguys'play.
塞琳娜：Play
塞琳娜：Thecow
塞琳娜：Yeah,wedidn't.Ohno,wemissedit.
塞琳娜：Okay,youknowwhatbusyou'retakingtotheairport
杰西：Yeah,yeah.Noproblem.
塞琳娜：Ishouldgetonthisone
杰西：RighthereYouwanttogetonthere
塞琳娜：Okay.Iguessthisisit,no
杰西：Yeah.Um,Ireally,
杰西：I,uh,I...Imean,youknowwhatImean.
塞琳娜：Yeah,Iknowwhat–
塞琳娜：I,uh.
塞琳娜：Yeha,My...Haveagreatlife.
塞琳娜：Havefunwitheverythingyou'regonnado.Workhard...
杰西：Goodluckinschool,andallthat.
杰西：Ihatethis.
塞琳娜：Metoo.Mytrainisabouttoleave.
杰西：Listen.Listen.Youknowallthisbullshitwe'retalkingabout,aboutnot
杰西：seeingeachotheragainIdon'twanttodothat.
塞琳娜：Idon'twanttodothateither.
杰西：Youdon'teither
塞琳娜：Iwaswaitingforyoutosaysomething.
杰西：Well,whydidn'tyousaysomething
塞琳娜：Iwasafraidmaybeyoudidn'twanttoseeme.
杰西：Alright,alright,welllook.Listen,listen.Whatd...whatd...Whatdoyouwanttodo
塞琳娜：Maybe...maybeweshouldmeethere,infiveyearsorsomething.
杰西：Alright,alright.Fiveyears.FiveyearsThat'salongtime.
塞琳娜：Yes.Itsawful.Itslikeasociologicalexperiment.Howaboutoneyear
杰西：Oneyear.Alright,alright.
塞琳娜：Oneyear.
杰西：Howaboutsixmonths
塞琳娜：Sixmonths
塞琳娜：Itsgonnabefreezing.
杰西：WhocaresWecomehere,wegosomewhereelse.
塞琳娜：Okay.Okay.
塞琳娜：Uh,sixmonthsfromnow,orlastnight
杰西：Um...Lastnight.Sixmonthsfromlastnight,whichwas,uh,uh,June
杰西：6th.Souh,TrackNine,sixmonthsfromnow,atsixo'clockatnight.
塞琳娜：Dece--December.
杰西：December,yeah,right.Nowlisten,itsatrainrideforyou,
杰西：butIgottoflyallthewayoverhereandshitlikethat,
杰西：alright,butI'mgoingtobehere.
塞琳娜：Okay,metoo.
塞琳娜：Andwe'renotgonnacallorwriteor...
杰西：Na...
塞琳娜：Na.
杰西：Itsdepressing.
塞琳娜：-Yeah,okay.
杰西：-Alright.
杰西：Alright,yourtrain'sgonnaleave.Saygoodbye.
塞琳娜：Aurevoir.
杰西：Later.
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